When your spirit is floating down the tunnel towards the light, it won’t be god at the other end, it’ll be me, and I’ll kick your pussy soul right back down that tunnel until you choke on your own fucked up ribs.
Quick vent,
Haven’t hung out with my girlfriend in almost a week. It’s fucking pissing me off so much. You know you really care about someone when not being with them tears away at you. I literally can’t take this.
Goodbye
Thoughts
There’s no one on this earth that knows me better then my girlfriend. As much as I am a person who doesn’t open up, she’s the one person that, when everyone else wouldn’t have a clue what I’m about to say, she knows. We’ve been together for almost 18 months. I can honestly say that we haven’t had one conflict that almost lead to breaking up. Sure we’ve had our downs, but lately we’ve been so open with each other about EVERYTHING on our minds. I don’t think I’ve been closer with any one person before.
My family life is pretty fucked. I don’t live at home because we are building a new house that I wont even live in because I’ll be at northeastern for college. So I’m living at my mems for the time being. My uncle is a hardcore cocaine addict and sometimes goes on rampages threatening my entire family. He’s so stupid, 33, barely keeps his job, and still has to live with my Mem sometimes. I’ve been all over lately. The one person that’s always there with me though, you can guess it, my girlfriend. Always with her calm smile and her overly optimistic attitude (which is also good because I’m a deeply pessimistic person).
I’m not a naive person. I know college is coming and she has one more year of highschool. But realistically, I believe we can stay together through it all. I know she’s completely with me because of everything that’s happened. I know they all say don’t limit yourself because of one person. Well I’m not. I wanna experience college, but I’m going to stay with her because that’s what I want. It really is. She keeps me in my right mind. I love her to death. When you find the person you want to stay with forever, you need to do everything you can to. You can feel it. It’s not anything you’ve ever felt before. You know when she’s the right one.
I found her. Katelyn O’Brien. 10/22/10
I wanted to say I’m sorry for anyone that has been afflicted with my constant negative outlook on life in general.
Why am I so nervous all of the time.
Girls Need To Realize: WRITTEN BY A GUY
We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys. We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys. But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it @#!*% us off. It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there. We don’t care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can’t wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you’re pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don’t tell us we’re wrong. We’ll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don’t be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. Let us pay for you! dont ‘feel bad’ We enjoy doing it. It’s expected. Smile and say ‘thank you. Kiss us when no one’s watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed. You don’t have to get dressed up for us. If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don’t take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don’t get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don’t talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word ‘handsome’/’beautiful’ i’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with ‘Hey handsome!’ instead of ‘Hey baby/stud/ cutie/sexy’ or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; ) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes….and say ‘i love you’ ..and actually mean it. Give the nice guys a chance. Guys repost this if you agree. Girls repost this if you think it’s cute.. Every Guy who isn’t a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this. Life is too short to complain about everything that comes your way so stop and smell the roses in life because you might never have another time to take it, so take your time because they are all different in every way, so take chances in life, if it doesn’t work out then fine, there are always more roses to smell
